"Early to bed,early to rise makes you healthy but socially dead!"

Late nights and early days have been my usual last week.I went out on a really cold wet Friday night. It was really cool ( not just literally) my friends and I hit this place called "D bar" in Auckland Central. I went out coz one of my friends came back from Fiji, we went out to welcome him back. He didn't look too excited to be back in New Zealand haha...I wouldn't be...the weather back home is so warm. What is cold there is not nearly as cold as here. I understand now what my friend Silvie always meant. She used to get excited when the temperature was just 19 or 20 degrees celsius...and I never really got how pleasantly warm that was until I experienced my first winter!

This is my first winter...yes my first,EVER! I've never experienced winter before, at least not the real seasonal stuff. I had so much fun...met so many people at the "D bar" and, I didn't get any phone numbers this time...but I met so many cool people :) I also met actual SPANISH people!! yay! This bar was supposedly for South Americans and other non-usual crowds. A fight broke out between the Samoan dudes when we got in but they got kicked out and things were really cool from then on. The DJ was awesome!! I also met the bar owner, bought him a drink and got to talk to this hot bar tender "R" I got her name...she was adorable!

Oh yeah and whatever happened to my date?? It was canceled, too bad, I was really looking forward to it. I don't really mind, there are so many girls out there! Especially in STL ;) I of cos told her that I went out, and she just said, she was glad I had fun. I did,it was also my first night out with my friends from my Institute. I really loved the people in this club! I had a chance to use my spanish...I'm gonna lay low this weekend, spend some time with my sister,take a load off.

I've also been spending alot of time online learning American ;) thanks to fashiongirl* username changed.

I spend too many nights awake and waay too many mornings sleeping! But...It may not be healthy but...it keeps me alive socially. I haven't had much time to think about my assignments but I finished all my programs today and submitted ahead of the deadline which is tomorrow. BIG RELIEF! :)

I'm "cool" as!
My spanish word for today: fresca :)

The sky tower at night.....darn thing wouldn't keep still! :P
MEXICAANS :P lol...the guy on the left everyone keeps calling JT, he does look like Justin :PMy friends and I when things were picking up :) I never realized I was so tall.....

Thats all for now..adios!

"I'm down with the sickness but I'm not disturbed"

I got really sick all of a sudden,must have been due to the intensive make out session last Friday! lol...if only I believed in passing germs that way. Did you know that you actually spread more germs shaking someones hand, rather than kissing them? yep, thats one interesting fact.Interesting but useless! People will do what they normally do, and if you normally greet your friends by kissing them...by all means...spread less germs!

Okay enough about useless things. I am still sick and I have an assignment due tomorrow. I have applied for an extension and it has been approved so I am planning to sleep the whole day, wake up...write about my dreams and then sleep again in the evening....it will be so much fun if I somehow am able to remember it :P

I went to see a doctor today and he said that it was probably because I skipped an injection 2 weeks ago. I didn't get my regular injections...I missed one injection and now I'm coughing my lungs out!

I feel yucky, and it is such a bad time to be sick right now since I've been asked out on a second date. I hate to disappoint ;) Oh yeah and Allen is right...I did feel like I was in a typical Hollywood scene, except for playing "the stereotypical female type on a first date" I am now looking forward to a totally smashing second date. And this time I will try to make up for my lack of intensity last week.

We'll be watching the new Batman : Dark Knight which stars the late Heath Ledger. It should be fun! The date, and if that's not fun then I'm sure the movie will be a killer! :)

My sister took me to this Chinese restaurant to get the best soup in Auckland South.When we got there I noticed some amazing work...some really cool graffiti, this wall had style and a bit of class. I really liked it.

It was different from the typical tagging that goes on in the South. It costs the Auckland City Council some NZD$1.85 million on the eradication of graffiti vandalism through its Zero Tolerance to Graffiti vandalism programme. This is a serious problem. I've seen walls and walls of turf sigs and gang signs and what not! There was a law passed here to ban the sale of spray cans to minors under the age of 18. It is something that has a big following, with hundreds of underground networks doing coordinated hits on spaces that seemingly need decoration,however, these tags were different. They were actually eyecatching for me, but were they legal? I don't know....enjoy :)

looks very interesting...if only I could read it :P

"I don't know,what do you wanna do?, I don't know,whatever you wanna do?,I don't know...."

Despite the "I don't know,what do you wanna do?, I don't know,whatever you wanna do?,I don't know....", part my date went really well :) my sis offered to drop me off and stake her out :P but that all went to the crapper when I met her...I was so intensely blown away by her...she was dressed up really "lightly" that night...I found that ironic because she asked me to wear something warm...coz the weather in the South is cold..hehe, she looked great and I just stood there like an idiot.lol. All I could say was...uhm...meet my sister and I pointed to them hiding out in the car to see what she looked like...oh yeah and my sister later told me "I like this one,she isn't like one of those other tramps" :O I was a little shocked,but fair enough,I know she doesn't like my other friends, and she doesn't have to :P

...well, we went to watch "Get Smart" :) - this was my choice,I think? she kept asking me..so what do you wanna watch?? then I say, oh I don't know what do you wanna watch?? (only fair coz she was paying for the whole thing!) aaaah you can't have a first date without being undecided! :P anyway it was an awesome movie...with classic lines from the show! I really had a good laugh...but I made one teeny weeny mistake, I didn't get the hint when it was dropped (or so she thought I didn't :P) When we got back to the car she said she wanted to hold my hand...and perhaps she was a little disappointed that I didn't but I wanted to hold her hand too but....I didn't want to do anything that would make her feel uncomfortable....we almost argued about the whole thing and in the end we did hold hands....in her car....after the movie! :P what a strange date! hehehe....anyway,I knew she was dropping the hint but I didn't do it and that kinda sucked,I just didn't feel like it :( ...my sister wanted me to have fun and so did all my friends, and I just acted like a stone wall, I'm not surprised if she doesn't want to ever see me anymore :P

So after that,I decided to turn things around by being all into it....so we went for "Wendy's" and she paid for everything,I did protest to her generosity but to no avail...I like her independence, it is truly something I want in a woman, she put on some music to get us in the mood and then....we kept talking about kissing until we eventually did kiss :P I was so nervous,we then talked some more about our little age difference..she is 26 going on 27...and I'm 24 but I didn't care, I liked her and we did have great conversation and she was funny and I was funnier :P After talking so much,she was tired or so I thought....she takes me home (yes she drives me...there is something so wrong with this picture :P) Its pouring, coz there has been a storm passing through and so I stay in the car and we start talking again....then I kiss her goodbye, and then, I kiss her goodbye again...then it was totally crazy! BUT yes, BUT, it stopped there coz....she said she wouldn't go any further! which was of cos...great news for me...but I wanted to test her ;) hehehee.....and I can say she passed my test :) She left and I went to my room and just lay there thinking about everything...it all felt like a dream! It was nice...so yep,it was cool.

so that was it...end of date:) If I had to rate it using 5 stars....I'd give it 4 and a half stars :)...and I can honestly say its THE BEST DATE EVER! since it was my only date :P ...now I'm back here in my room in da city....just typing out my blog...but it was so lifeless back at my sisters place....with something that my South African friend likes to call "internetlessness" WoW! I hope thats an actual word :P I went all low tech using my Nokia 3220 to post a comment on my friends blog ...nice :)

back to class tomorrow! yuck :(

"The deal goes down"

Today, I'll get to meet the lovely lady that gave me her number...yay!She has been calling me...getting me all excited about the meet up.LOL@ Wilson...haha...I'm not a kalavo (that is a Fijian word meaning-literally,"rat" but carries a double meaning as a street rat, or a "player" -definitely NOT me! :P) She had been getting me all excited, called me last night to discuss the details, we planned it right down to what we were gonna wear,yeah, we're control freaks :P lol. She is so funny! I finally don't feel so homesick, but probably a little lovesick, the more we talk about it, the more we want to see each other..it's crazy and I think I'm taking this a bit too fast...I can already feel how hard I'll hit the ground,crash and burn,if this all goes horribly wrong and I'm still "going for it" vinaka Wilisoni! :P

well, I have nothing to hide (unlike some people I know..hehe) I'm also thinking of sabotaging my date if I can sense any hint of it going to the shitzel! My plan was to act like a jerk, try to jump to second base immediately, my plan is evil! hehehe...but my chat buddy wrote what if it backfires? lol,I never thought of that....I think I'll just take the most classic advice ever! "Just be yourself" :)

Well, the anticipation has been too much for me......so I'm gonna go take a shower. I'll update my single status if I need to, until then, cherios! (eat them..they're yummy!)

my spanish word for today "el rata" :P

"More than words- The Love Guru Review!"

I was pretty busy last week,went to watch "The Love Guru" not really my kinda humor,this movie was so full of sexual implications that it was hard not to think about sex the whole movie....it was more about sex than about Love...but I loved the music! I thought it was a beautiful blend of western and Indian culture and humor,even if it seemed racist to some,I don't think about it that way,it highlights the typical Indian ways...I really loved the musical bits, it was awesome :)

heres a taste of it :)



Saying "I love you"
Ish not da verds I vant to hear from you
It's not that I vant you
Not to say it but if you only knooh
How easay!
It vould be to show me how you feel (tap tap)
More dan verrds
Is all you hav to do to make it real
den you vouldn't have to saay
dat You love me
Cause I'd already knoh!
La di da de di da di dai dai dai
More dan verds!
Da de di dum di do di di dai diyup beauty da!
More dan verds!

I also loved Jessica Alba in the movie...she was so hot and was probably the sweetest person in the movie.Justin Timberlake was totally disgusting! What a creep!lol...maybe he is like that in real life..who knows?

I also went out and painted the town red and black with my friends :)I went to a bar and only just met this girl and she gave me her number out of nowhere! I was totally caught off guard....but I was happy to take it down ;)
My friend said he was trying to get her number before that...but he was dancing with her friend when I got there...anyway,I thought she was interesting,sitting all beautiful in her corners staring at people...I still don't know what made her give me her number...but I think it had something to do with her having to leave early...

My friends are calling me a stud but I think I'm more of a dud than a stud...but maybe things are changing for me :) I still would prefer to be single for a lot longer...if i can hold it:P

"I've seen the future I can't afford it,especially the fuel"

with fuel prices climbing...its a wonder how some people just don't care,like me...and yes,perhaps broomsticks would be the next transportation device....I've been going to the movies....the old fashioned way,walking! which isn't too bad,I mean,you get to work out,explore and smell the roses..or the Auckland sewerage system,depending where you live...I got a comment on this post BEFORE it was actually finished.Thanks Shiva....I'm sure witches around the world are working on a marketing strategies to sell mass produced flying brooms!

I had an interesting run-in with M last night.I also had an interesting run-in with someone who didn't like a post in my blog. here is a hint: she is the same person that didn't like the flowers I sent her (what girl doesn't like flowers?) weird, coz I didn't think it was seriously a problem.Well, to everyone who doesn't like my blog...here's a suggestion : DON'T READ THIS!Simple :)

Yeah,sometimes there are very simple solutions to the most complex problems....as to the problem with fuel....there is no simple solution and as much as I like the idea of traveling to the movies on a pimped out 4 way sweeping action broom....I don't think it would be possible in the real world where the laws of physics apply (sorry to all you harry potter fans..I hate to break your broomsticks :P)

Well I don't need broomsticks to fly and here are the pics to prove it!
Up up and..................................................................................
.............Away!!!! I'll fly away just like this, no broomsticks required!! :)

"I'm clinging to sanity by a thread,hand me the scissors will ya!"

A Special Day

Today, I pay tribute to someone who had a special place in my life once.....she comments on my page...the silly gal...now its useless in not naming her.....

Silvie Catherine Van der Zee...on this day uhm..some time ago you made my life more interesting :) not that it wasn't before then...but it was definitely "spesh";)

Some would call it love..others would call it crazy but,I would class it as "temporary insanity" lol...but then again,I would class alot of things as that:P I actually once thought that you can fall in love with some partly intangible person on a computer screen that lived almost a world apart! Oh,I have really grown up these days! haha...my parents would be proud (and yes they are :) I still learned so much about life and a little about love and a bit more about myself than I would have liked.

I was thinking of writing a "10 things I hate about you list" but....I am not a hater...I'm a lover,not a fighter :P and I also walked away from my previous experience with this type of relationship with a few valuable lessons:

1:Even if you spend your entire life planning.....nothing will ever go EXACTLY according to your plan...NO PLAN IS PERFECT,you will always have problems.

2:being totally honest with someone in a relationship doesn't mean they will be the same way with you.(unfortunately I learned this one a little late :P)

3:if you love someone, you will get hurt-becoz only people we let into our heart have the ability to cause so much pain. (this doesn't mean we don't let them in)

4:there is no perfect girl/woman/wife...there are only alot of potentials :P (I have a thing for spotting imperfections....rather than looking at the perfect quality of love)

5:Jealousy may breed silently until it comes out and destroys your relationship.

6:Never judge a person by what they have done in the past....although previous mistakes are sometimes an indication of how someone will react to a situation,this is not always the case,I believe in the romantic idea that,YES, people can change...I am the product of 24 years of constant change! :)

7:Spell irressistable correctly :)

8:Save some money for your future....just in case you decide to have a future and share one with the love of your life! (I'm getting really close to finding her...I just know it!!)

9:Laugh as hard as you can.....cry as softly as you can ( coz you don't want anyone to think you're a sissy:P)

10:Be thankful...even if nothing goes according to your plans...at least you gave it your best shot...you tried and thats what matters the most!!

Well,I'm glad I went through such an ordeal....it helps me to grow as a person....I love mistakes...we can never learn how to do anything right if we never do anything wrong (hmm...yes that sounds funny but I'm sure its right :P if I am wrong...SUE ME!! and maybe SUE WILSON TOO!! lol.....I hope everyone finds this interesting....I will leave with a few more pics of my last event and some other pics.

Auckland Club...review NO STARS :(

TPN Forum

This event was hosted by the NZCS and was held at The Auckland Club a rather classy place...with nice paintings on the wall. The served red wine and Chardonnay along with Heinees! I really liked the speaker Sarah Rees (yep I make you famous missy! :)she was awesome....she gave some valuable insight to my software development assignment....it was very cool how she would pause in the middle of her presentation and blame her cold for not remembering her outline (I THINK THE IDEA IS JUST BRILLIANT SARAH ;) I may not have mastered the art of test team management but i think I will be able to master the art of getting away with not remembering your outline...thanks for the tip! lol....haha she is funny too...I'd definitely enjoy working with someone like her...anyway, ahem...yeah, the pics :


The famous ship that came to New Zealand....it so famous that I can't recall its name :P


Hey this woman looks really familiar!!! wasn't she the Queen of England once?? Wasn't she on American Idol??

The rich old foggies that used to run this place have their cartoons painted...cool beans!


I was tempted to play on this piano!! SOOOOO tempted...its a good think I wasn't feeling too crazy! :P


The seminar was held..uhm in that room....I just followed the sound of the wine glasses to find it!

"Southern smiles :) whats your final fantasy?"

Whats your Final Fantasy?? Wow! this was so hot....perfection comes in a tiny package :P Ahem...enough dreaming...back to my real life!

I'm back in the South for another fun filled weekend :) I left early this morning,leaving my friends clueless as to my whereabouts....I was such a loner today..lol! I kept to myself and was as much of a snob as I could act....I think it is starting to stick :P I mean,my new friends are saying I should lighten up and just find a girlfriend and enjoy myself....but,I still don't feel like I am ready, anyway, Although I found the warm smiles of South Auckland girls very inviting :) I believe that this will come naturally,she will come naturally :P It really made my day today,you are so right K smiling at strangers is such a great way to spread positive energy!!! hehe......I'm going places tomorrow,there is so much of New Zealand to explore and I am a little sad about idealic conditions that I have left unexplored in my paradise home FIJI! I made 2 new friends in my lodge, a very "lank" wacky South African guy I like to call Pat :) and a celebrity from Fiji...a popular radio anouncer on our hindi stations....she is hilarious and very adventurous....wants to take me and a couple of friends from school to a nightspot.lol...of cos....everything in its own time! I am settling in quite well and I am starting to gain some confidence.....in my abilities (no I don't have superpowers-although sometimes I wish I did...:P) I now believe that the seminar

I also scored an interview with a webdesign company,but unfortunately they were looking for a full timer :( I applied for part-time work in Telecom NZ as a last resort since I am not that much of a Telecom monopoly fan :P I have been through the same stuff in Fiji but I need the experience with a large organisation so.....I don't mind something that will help pay my bills and keep me close to M....I hate travelling now, it sucks to move around....maybe I've grown lazy, I don't know. I got a reply today and it said:

Dear *freelancer45* Thanks for your recent application for our Customer Services - Broadband (Part-time) position and your interest in a career within the Telecom group. Could you please call me to discuss your application further when you can talk freely. Thanks again – and I forward to hearing from you.

Of cos it is an automated response...but I am glad it was a response.I am actually not looking forward to work since, I do have enough money but I am looking forward to meeting some people. Especially the mysterious "Sherry" she works in customer services too....I will try to find her...hehe...she was the very patient and kind lady who helped me and my friend setup his internet and wifi access.....it took us 2 hours of troubleshooting to find out that it was the wrong username..LOL! We had a good laugh about that one....I look forward to meeting her.....if I do find her.

I will be implementing a new secret area for my blog that will be hosted externally (on a different host from blogspot.1.google.com) and only subscribers/regular readers will have access to these "secret areas" this will be part of my NZQA unit 6750.I have never had much interest in software engineering but this stuff is really tickling my fancy these days.I think I can be good at it...but I need time to develop my skills, and time is not something I have much of at the moment. I have a life outside of my studies and my spiritual development is also something that requires time and absolutely cannot be ignored.I am happy being single and I think I can enjoy not having someone adore me for a while......as for my love life..well,I don't particularly feel the need to be with someone at the moment(this is so strange for me!) I am usually a needy person,I think we all are at some level, but I do feel the need to connect with old acquaintences. I want to meet this girl I went to high school with, she went out with my friend and I had a thing for her friend...it was very strange back then...hahaha....well then, I best be off. If my eyes are to stay warm and friendly they have to close!

I leave with my highlights of the seminar and other pics:

Telecom NZ presentation, they have a major recruitment drive mostly for "gen-i" the infotech part of telecom.Great presentation!

The world is a pretty place from the top :)

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhushi! best eaten quietly :P

Gang signs are so in!!! :P uhhm....this is the "coconut crew" lol!I had heaps of fun...thanks people!
I reckon this guy is so cool!! when I first saw him, I thought he was a mime, but he never moved, so I thought maybe he is a statue...so if he is...he is doing a pretty good job...then I go over and put a dollar in his suitcase, then he moves smiles and gives me the "thumbs up" WOW! he is talented at standing still!!I can hear him singing "we shall not be moved" in his head :P

Goodnite! Sweet Dreams!

Sylvia Park!!

WARNING POSSIBLE "HANCOCK" SPOILER!

I had a wonderful time.....I went to Sylvia Park with some newfound friends :) This girl "L" was really cheeky but....we had a great laugh all the way to the movies.....I'm still trying to shake off the giggles coz she is so funny. She dropped me off at my place.....I went to watch "Hancock" what a crazy movie....not your average superhero.... "L" was upset with me coz I wanted to watch Hancock as opposed to the movie the girls wanted to watch which was...."Kung Fu Panda" lol.....sorry,I would choose drunk superhero over kickboxing panda any day :P

Sylvia Park is beautiful...it is something like an entertainment/shopping hub....that is between North and South Auckland....It was beautiful.....I've never seen such wonderful structural design implemented so intricately in a such a large space.It was my first time to the movies over here and I left my camera in L's car :(

I used to go by Sylvia Park alot when I was living down South but now I get to actually see it and it is great to be able to relax with some people that I like to call friends :) Yay!! I made some friends....WooHOoO!

Well the movie was...cool and I liked the superhero chic.....Charlize Theron....my blonde weakness :P I wanna have a superhero wife that looks like CT :P Nothing in the movie was conventional....but I did enjoy the black guy and white girl twist, I know it is called interacial but I am worried that by writing that word,it will ring many bells for those porn searching people and drive them to my blog...woops,too late! Yeah,well I don't mean it that way, I just think that the movies are becoming more international now, the Indian guy being robbed was a laugh as well,but I am part Indian and I don't take offense to it...coz I know that most indians actually do work in a store or own one, so it wasn't really a racist thing. I like the movie coz it shows alot about human behavior.....sorry if I spoiled the movie for you....you may have missed the warning up there...anyhoo,I have an assignment due...got my first day back in school tomorrow...and I'm looking forward to it now...since it is just a short walk away...hehehe :)

1000 views....yay! :P

1000 VIEWS
Its probably just accidental clickers but....I never expected 1000 views.....well,goes to show just how careless most people are with their mouse....lol!

hmmm...mostly American readers??? Hi'ya'll ;) .....perhaps they find the life of a Fiji born guy who has moved to New Zealand rather fascinating....well to all the Americans reading this....Happy Independence day (highlight between the coloured words to see your flag colours :) Thanks for reading....yes I write this today...but it is yesterday there! So technically the 4th of July....freaky huh?

Well I write this but I am not surprised, I don't use local expressions much and if I did, I explain them...most times....there are better local(by local I mean my home country local:) blogs out here with real LOCAL LINGO like "ga" "sa" and all those other fijinglish words....like Gonz :P check this blog for more Fiji flavour! http://failedparadise.blogspot.com/

Well for the intentional clickers/my wonderful readers,because you are all so special:) I will be having special features just for you all!



I just moved into my place in da city and it is sooooo quiet and lonely. I got so bored that I went out and explored a bit......and these are some things I found :)

Olympic training starts early for this dude....he has held that stance a little too long.....hmmm.....kinda looks like he is constipated...Need some help man?? :P

the Sky Tower...world famous for its pointy thing at the top!

Well,my first night in this place was quiet....but my morning was amazing!The hottie that looks after the lodge is very intriguing, however, I believe she is married or something,or so someone said. She had her jacket caught in the door when she came into my room :P

My refridgerator wasn't working so.....ahem, I decided to make a suggestion(not a complaint-she is waaaay to nice to complain to :P ) She let me in on a secret....that no other tenants know :D hehehehehe..its quite a nasty little secret that MAY send everyone(other tenants) screaming in a panic if they found out...although for me, it wasn't big news...coz I really didn't care...I just wanted my fridge to work :P

She came back and knocked so hard I got such a fright......then she gave me the good news....I would get a new fridge :D WOOOOHOOO! Shes the best ;)

Now I have my new fridge..I can now buy my OJ......not the black dude....the juice :P

Okay.......that'll be all for tonite.Nitey nite people :)

"sweet dreams are made of cheese :P"

Again with the weird dreams.....I went to bed last night after some dramatic turn of events that I will unravel later because it is ongoing and I will write about it after the fact. I woke up this morning with a very strange dream (which has been a usual thing for me here except I usually don’t remember)I dreamt that I went back home and I was at my favorite pizza place (Pizza King)where I usually get together with friends to have a few drinks. This time it was different,I had someone there to greet me -I met this girl before I left home to come here to NZ,my last night out with my friends and family and Although I had only met this girl once before, when we met on this particular night,I was a little tipsy and so I went over to say hi,then she hugged me and kissed me....right on the corner of my mouth (I was going for the cheeks :P) but I didn't realize I had been kissed until I got back to my cousins and found out that I had her saliva on my lips...kinda eeew but it was actually nice,yummy :P now that I think about it :P maybe coz the booze was working....lol Anyway,I got news from my friend that this girl was pregnant!!!
okay now back to my dream: SOOOOO! in my dream she was pregnant and she greeted me with so much emotion the way a wife does to a husband who comes home from the war (we'll get to the war later) Anyhoo,I greet her the same way and I'm somehow so happy to see her again....I feel like the baby is mine! (hmmm...now I am worried that kiss alone was enough to set off some chemical combustion in her body and impregnate her :P) She is a girl who likes to have fun....and she is very outgoing and we're both in the same field of work. She is an IT graduate and her job is more technical....how the hell do I know all this?? And why do I keep thinking about her and even dreaming about her….oh man! :P Maybe I really am the father of the child. Anyway back to my dream: she said it was a boy!! Her tummy was huge….I touched it..hehehe…that was fun :) -This dream is so freaky,that if I do find out it is a boy.....I'll definitely ask her to name him after me :)
well, anyway back to my dream...I meet her and then we start talking and stuff and she kisses me(on the cheek this time....thank you!) and says goodbye then my dream somehow ends up in the shower :Plol.....no ordinary shower,a temporary shower that had been setup in a world war setting....I wouldn't go to war in real life though but in my dream...there I am taking a shower in one of those tents like the ones in M*A*S*H and I get dressed in my soldier uniform complete with boots and everything except A GUN!! what the hell man? At least give me a gun! And everyone is screaming to me in Russian (I really don’t know how I can dream up a whole language!!)....I go out with all the other soldiers and they have guns-how unfair :( I'm on top of this valley and there is a ditch on the other side and a barbed wire fence separating the two sides....and it was dead silent....everyone is crawling and I wonder why...so I stand up-coz my elbows were killing me :P .....then I hear gunfire....and on my right there were a group of kids...right there in the middle of the this crossfire!I yell at them to come back (all the while laying low and hiding-great I'm a scaredy cat in this dream,why can't I be a hero when it matters the most??The kids make it back without a scratch even though the guys on the otherside (dressed with Nazi style suits-although,I somehow thought of them as Dutch)opened fire spraying perhaps thousands of bullets that miraculously managed NOT to hit any of the kids....and on my RUSSIAN side (yes I am Russian in this dream,unfortunately....which is much worse than being a scaredy cat :P) the other heroic looking soldier just a few feet away from me has he “Rambo” face on,and shouts "OPEN FIRE!!" in ENGLISH...which was surprising since he was Russian.
Confused???? don't be welcome to my dreamworld....hehe....Everyone charges through that barbed wire fence as if it was never there :P (without feeling any pain...yeah I joined them this time,following helplessly to my doom....coz I can't seem to get my hero on :P) the last thing I see is a mean dutch soldier…..shooting at me :(
I then wake up.....asking myself what the HELL was that??? from pregnant woman to war.... I have had crazy dreams before but this was really crazy, although I enjoyed it…the horror of war was nothing compared to the horror of finding out you fathered a baby! BTW…I know I didn’t sleep with her so I am safe…but it still scares me (hmmm….maybe that’s why I’m a scaredy cat in my dream??)

My analysis for this one is......
For the pregnant chic back home……I only just heard about her getting pregnant from a friend and because I was only with her that night before she found out, I guess that’s why I am dreaming the whole thing up. I am attracted to her outgoing personality and she is superfun :) but I don’t want to have her children…..lol
For the bathroom thing, I have been bathing in my sisters bathroom and she is always reminding me to close the shower curtains….maybe she is still reminding me in my dreams-“close the shower curtains or the world will see you in the bathroom :P….lol
For the fact of having no weapons…and the war scene, I think that is because I am in new territory, I need to conquer this place and establish myself in order to succeed in this new world. As for the fact of being Russian-my lecturer is a Russian, he sometimes speaks Russian to us and maybe that’s where I picked up the lingo….as for the enemy soldiers being Dutch….the word Dutch is one letter short of the word “Ditch”….this and the fact that I watched the Russians humiliate the Dutch soccer team….preventing them from making the finals this season…those sad orange players….I feel their pain. It is even worse to find out that the Russian coach is in fact Dutch….aww man…the treachery!
What can I learn from this dream???
1.Don’t let M***** kiss you unless you are sure she won’t get pregnant :P
2. CLOSE THE SHOWER CURTAINS! When you’re in the bathroom :P
3. Don’t ignore your friend when it is the 18th or else you’ll be thinking Dutch :P
Doei! Lol..

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