Try to be realistic....plan for miracles :)

My week has been pretty hectic...but pleasant :) I've been listening to alot of Esmée Denters (a Dutch hottie...or a hot Dutchie,depending on which end you are looking from..lol) lately since,I've been having to take a long 20 minute walk from the bus stop to my accommodation after midnight most times.Justin Timberland is a pretty good producer and I think I prefer Esmée Denters to Britney.I love her song called "What if" I think that it speaks to my heart....I keep thinking "what if i stayed back in Fiji?" "what if I had decided to continue dating my Panda?" what if...what if lol I don't really want to dwell on my past.I'm looking to my future....looks much brighter than it used to.I have truly been through so much since I moved to this new and beautiful country,New Zealand :) I still have this strong desire to get married at the age of 27 and I still have no clue who to....I just know that by the time I'm 27,I shall be married to someone.

I think it is just a natural progression of my life stages but I know that ultimately,I have the power to choose.I am planning for miracles in the sense that I know when I meet my future wife,I will know and we would get married after about 6 months...in some romantic scene that keeps playing out in my head.I know the idea is very much fantasy...but I don't expect the reality be so far off from what I have in mind.I have a quest to be self-sufficient and more independent right now...and I'm doing pretty well.


I worked lateshift with Don tonight.I was asked to lock up and so my supervisor gave me the keycodes for the office.The keycode is....324513gofish! you didn't think I'd actually post it on here,did you? lol

I've been breezing through my workload.I find this job so easy that I don't think I ever want to go back to onsite and hands on work...but that is my passion....it brings the greatest satisfaction and I love fitting things together..it is just how my mind works.


I have been working on my project for my website.I am going to sell products online with the help of L.N. and hopefully our little business venture takes off.

I miss my home so much and I am counting down to my planned trip back to Fiji...that will be the biggest miracle I am planning for...who knows? maybe it will be for my honeymoon lol....

ONE DAY!keep smiling everyone! :D

"The battle for our tomorrow,starts today"

WARNING:POSSIBLE TERMINATOR SARAH CHRONICLES SPOILER!


Come with me if you wanna live! My favorite show is on Season 2, I finally am kissing my boredom goodbye with something to come home too (always something to come home to- Fiji TV's slogan..dunno if they're still using it) This new season comes with a new intro and also a very dramatic first episode really gets me worked up.I actually cried, for two very silly reasons...lol

1. I really missed the show and I didn't want robots to rule the world!
2. I thought that was the end of the hot terminator chic :(

and it was so silly coz robots would never reach a point of singularity, I doubt that it would come to that....and if the hot terminator chic died....the show would have nothing to show, it would be called, the humans vs the machines.

Oops! for a brief moment my private server had been open publicly due to some administration i had to carry out...hope nobody saw that :P

Anyway the links to download Season 2 Episode 1 of Terminator Sarah Connor Chronicles may be found here: Please subscribe using the subscribe button on the top right hand corner with a valid email (no anonymous subscribers) to receive the passwords to my private server. I am currently working on a layout scheme for a new page called downloads, until then, it looks kinda crude.

Spanish word for today : hasta la vista baby! lol....I know its more than one..but hey its cool :)


You're too hot to die ;) and also too metalic...haha