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I went out again on Friday night....I've had crazy nights out, but this has gotta be the wildest night out ever! I really gotta do something about my party lifestyle.....I got up to some really crazy stuff on Friday, but I didn't remember until today, I was slowly filling in the blanks in my memory. I remembered some things that I probably should forget...lol

I got kicked out of a club, and this was one of the easiest clubs to get into...lmao! My friends had a good laugh that night....the guy at the door had something against me, I think.....it was weird, I went to see the club owner and he let me in again.....then this guy pulled me out again for reasons totally unknown to me, this time I didn't bother complaining, I think he was pissed off that I went over his head....but I didn't care too much about that, I was too happy! :) I also met a spanish chic but her name escapes me right now :( so does her number......sucky!

She said that I was sweet in spanish, actually she called me candy..lol but I don't know, her friend was really nice, I was on fire that night!! haha, I only knew that I had so much fun :) BUT I wouldn't do that EVER again....it really was unlike me, I am trying to figure out why my actions have been out of whack lately, and I think I know, I'm pretty lonely out here.....I mean I've tried to be open minded about the culture and the lifestyle here but I think I am a little too into it, I'm losing myself in all this......I want to be myself again but that requires something to commit myself to, a cause, a purpose so to speak....I have lost my real purpose, but I have had great grades, I checked my results online and I have straight A's for a change, it looks very weird to me...lol but I am happy with my efforts :)

I am very committed to my studies but I still feel like I am lacking something important :( I feel crappy now, I feel like a beer :P I am going to save up for a trip to watch Fiji play in the Wellington 7's :) I hope we kick some Kiwi butt...haha Congratulations to NZ anyway for winning their 6th Tri-Nations title in 7 years! :)

My spanish word for today : Caramelo ;) thats new and hot....haha